untitled; recorded panic attack

I'm sorry I failed you.

I didn't mean to,

Promise.

All I wanted was for you to see

How you make the sun glow.

I'm sorry I failed you.

I cried all night

Not really knowing how to

Be okay with something new.

Like you.

I'm sorry I failed you.

I didn't mean to.

I couldn't let things fall through

And I wish I could redo

So many things

That ended up hurting you.

I'm sorry I failed you.

If I had one more chance,

Even if it was for a moment,

I would have changed

I would have made myself

Do better.

I'm sorry I failed you.

I didn't mean to.

I'm

So

Sorry.

I

Failed.

You.

7.17.2019

4:51am

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